“You shall be holy to me, for I the LORD (Yahweh) am holy and have separated you from the peoples, that you should be mine.” Le 20:26
Holy.
How often do we actually stop and contemplate what it means to be holy? Although these words were originally addressed to the nation of Israel, the command is extended in the NT and applies to all believers in all times. Israel would serve as a paradigm of the human heart as God chose them to be His own special people based on nothing they had done to deserve His favor. He redeemed them from the bondage of slavery and would lead them on a journey of epic proportions through the wilderness. In exchange, He simply asked that they love Him and keep His commandments. Israel would eventually arrive in the Promised land, but within a few generations they would go apostate and forget the God who had brought them out of their bondage and suffering and turn and serve other gods through means of child sacrifice and ritual prostitution. They would literally “whore” after other gods and cheat on Yahweh with whom they had entered into covenant with. They had agreed that he would be their LORD and they would be His vassal. In exchange for their loyalty and love, God would bless them. However, if they would break covenant, the heavens and earth would act as a witness against them and God would bring upon them the curses that were outlined in their covenant agreement. As you read the history of Israel, God does exactly what He says He is going to do. Israel broke covenant and He had no choice but to eventually boot them out the Promised land just like He said He would do.
I am Israel. I was born in bondage and sin. Dead. A corpse. I literally hated God. I needed to be rescued out of my Egypt. But God is a holy God and a holy God has no choice but to punish sin. The consequence is death. I must die! His justice must be upheld, but how? I am sick. I am wicked. I constantly whore after other gods of my own creation. I look for satisfaction in anything or anyone except the only One that can give me true satisfaction. “Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord!” Jesus rescued me from Egypt. He ransomed me from the bondage and oppression of sin. The penalty, death, has been paid at the expense of a Holy God. And what does He ask of me? “If you love me, you will keep my commandments.” Just like Israel, Christ simply asks that I keep His commandments and to “be holy because He is holy.” He has separated us from the peoples so that we should be His. His very own special people that have been called to represent His love and to reflect His glory. But oh how I fail. Oh how I whore after other gods. I serve Him, but just like Israel I trust in my own strength, pride, and self-righteousness. Why is a holy God so patient with me and not yet booted me out of this land?
The more I gaze into the holiness of God the more I realize my own sin and the gap continues to grow larger. I am hopeless and the weight of my sin is immense. What can bridge this gap between my sin and God’s holiness?
The cross! That bloody, disgusting, rugged, tree on which a Holy God entered into our suffering and paid a price that was infinite. My sin was so great that the cost was infinite and an infinite God chose to enter into my suffering and pay the penalty that I rightfully owed! It is finished! But He did not stop there. He rose from the grave and conquered sin, death, and Satan. He has clothed me in His righteousness and given me His Spirit in order that I can be convicted of sin and testify of this grace and gift of repentance. He simply asks that I confess and it brings Him joy when I acknowledge my sin and turn to Him with a heart of repentance. Joy! Unfathomable. A Holy God receives joy when I acknowledge my sin and turn to Him!
I can never repay Christ for the what He has done, so the best thing I can do to show my love for Him is to keep His commandments! Oh God, may you grant me the desire and humility to submit to your Spirit and keep your commands so that I may love you!
12.23.2009
5.18.2009
some random thoughts
There are no guarantees in life! The more I reflect on the past the one thing that keeps ringing true is that nothing is guaranteed and that God owes me nothing. Entitlement will ruin you. When we approach God and attempt to project on Him what we define as fair, just, and righteous, the results are devastating. We cannot assume what is true of man is also true of God. The minute we attempt to do so, the created order is turned on its head and creature/Creator distinction becomes muddied and blurred. This is also known as idolatry. We attempt to bring God down to a level that is at the very least equal to creation and proceed to manipulate Him to meet our needs and wants. Prayer then becomes a means whereby we attempt to leverage our deeds and works as spiritual equity with God. It’s not hard to see how entitlement will utterly ruin us.
The only guarantee in life is Christ. We must find our identity and security in Him alone. When faced with circumstances in which we will offend either God or man, we must ere on the side of offending man. We have a very high calling on our life as ambassadors of King Jesus. Our citizenship is in heaven and we represent a King and Kingdom that is not of this world.
The only two things that do not change is God and man. The Dr. (by now I assume you know that I am referring to my dead mentor, Dr. Martyn Lloyd-Jones) used to always say that for proof of this, ask someone to invent a new sin. There is no sin that is committed today that is not recorded in the OT and there is no sin in the OT that is not still being committed today. The external circumstances may have changed, but the heart of man has not changed.
When I read the Bible, the world makes sense. It explains why there is evil and pain and suffering. Nothing should surprise the believer. We should expect opposition, pain, suffering, and yes, even persecution. Mind you persecution is not always physical, but can also come in the form of verbal or slander as well. Christ said that the when the world hates you, “and it will” know that it hated me first.
I feel as if I have no choice but to proclaim the Gospel. Like Jeremiah, “I am full of the wrath of Yahweh; I am weary of holding it in.” Like Paul, I seek to know nothing but Christ and Him crucified. At the same time, the results will not always be deemed a success by the world’s standards. To those who are called it is the power of God to salvation! The only thing possible for positive change in the world is the Gospel of Jesus Christ. Everything else merely slows the decaying process!
So, what do I make of everything. Here’s all that I know. I’ve been placed on this earth and entrusted with the responsibility to live a life as an ambassador for King Jesus! My citizenship is in heaven and I am already seated in the heavenlies. I expect some to receive the message and be transformed from the kingdom of darkness to the Kingdom of Life. I expect others to reject it and hurl insults and persecution and opposition to me for proclaiming the Gospel. But I rest in the fact that I am not responsible for the results, only proclaiming it. The Puritans used to say that the same sun that melts the ice also hardens the clay. My prayer is that I can say along with Paul, “Woe to me if I do not preach the Gospel!”. God forbid if I waste my life. I desire so deeply to hear Jesus say, “Well done my good and faithful servant!”
The only guarantee in life is Christ. We must find our identity and security in Him alone. When faced with circumstances in which we will offend either God or man, we must ere on the side of offending man. We have a very high calling on our life as ambassadors of King Jesus. Our citizenship is in heaven and we represent a King and Kingdom that is not of this world.
The only two things that do not change is God and man. The Dr. (by now I assume you know that I am referring to my dead mentor, Dr. Martyn Lloyd-Jones) used to always say that for proof of this, ask someone to invent a new sin. There is no sin that is committed today that is not recorded in the OT and there is no sin in the OT that is not still being committed today. The external circumstances may have changed, but the heart of man has not changed.
When I read the Bible, the world makes sense. It explains why there is evil and pain and suffering. Nothing should surprise the believer. We should expect opposition, pain, suffering, and yes, even persecution. Mind you persecution is not always physical, but can also come in the form of verbal or slander as well. Christ said that the when the world hates you, “and it will” know that it hated me first.
I feel as if I have no choice but to proclaim the Gospel. Like Jeremiah, “I am full of the wrath of Yahweh; I am weary of holding it in.” Like Paul, I seek to know nothing but Christ and Him crucified. At the same time, the results will not always be deemed a success by the world’s standards. To those who are called it is the power of God to salvation! The only thing possible for positive change in the world is the Gospel of Jesus Christ. Everything else merely slows the decaying process!
So, what do I make of everything. Here’s all that I know. I’ve been placed on this earth and entrusted with the responsibility to live a life as an ambassador for King Jesus! My citizenship is in heaven and I am already seated in the heavenlies. I expect some to receive the message and be transformed from the kingdom of darkness to the Kingdom of Life. I expect others to reject it and hurl insults and persecution and opposition to me for proclaiming the Gospel. But I rest in the fact that I am not responsible for the results, only proclaiming it. The Puritans used to say that the same sun that melts the ice also hardens the clay. My prayer is that I can say along with Paul, “Woe to me if I do not preach the Gospel!”. God forbid if I waste my life. I desire so deeply to hear Jesus say, “Well done my good and faithful servant!”
3.26.2009
what is man?
What is man?
In an age of optimism, self-esteem, and progress, I’m sure I’ll be labeled a pessimist. At the end of the day, I really don’t care because I feel that if one is truly honest, they will come to the same conclusion. If you have a warped and incorrect view of what man is, then you will also have warped and incorrect view of man’s troubles and problems. We live in a world that operates on the basis that one has the right to express themselves as they wish, even at the expense of others. Therefore, whatever one likes is therefore of necessity legitimate. Man has set himself up as the highest authority and answers to no one. All the talk about sin and depravity is foolish and only leads to self-repression, which is of course the only sin. What at one time was labeled sin, is now just self-expression and is the highest and most vital possession that man has. Man is merely a result of his environment and instincts and his highest good is found in exercising these powers. At the same time, those who take a stand for what God has revealed as sin are labeled as a bigot, psychopath, and is not only sinning against himself but also against humanity at large. Thus, evil is called good and good is deemed evil.
For some reason, we all have a warped view of what the norm of history and society has revealed to us. Just a cursory look at history will show the norm and default mode of society is far more riddled with war, violence, and conflict rather than this false sense of utopia and peace that we all tend to assume. In fact, history is basically a study of war and struggle between nations and individuals. There never has been a time of universal peace and when peace does occur, it is by far an abnormality, not the norm. That said, what has caused all this conflict, war, death, disease, and suffering?
The first thing we must point out is that man fails to recognize the true nature of self. It’s obvious that before expression must come definition. Man does not understand that his true nature is depraved and not good. The Gospel is not a call to self-repression, rather it is a call back to the realization of the true nature of man. The current view of man does not differentiate between the self and the factors that influence the self or the factors which one uses to express themselves. In reality, man is nothing more than a result of these factors and their effects. These factors may be biological which says that man is nothing more than a mechanism and his personality and self is purely the result of biological forces. Closely related is those that view man in terms of instincts. Still others view man in terms of his environment and geographical or climactic location. The one thing that all these views have in common is that the self has become lost. It is not longer a distinct entity, rather is regarded merely as a result produced by the interaction of these various forces and factors. Self-expression simply means allowing these factors to have free play and exercise in his conduct. Furthermore, to restrain these factors is to do violence to himself.
In Matthew 18:8-9, Jesus says, “And if your hand or your foot causes you sin, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to enter life crippled or lame than with two hands or two feet to be thrown into the eternal fire. And if your eye causes you to sin, tear it out and throw it away. It is better for you to enter life with one eye than with two eyes to be thrown into the hell of fire.” Notice that Jesus does not identify the self with these instruments and powers. In fact, the true self is far more important and greater. They are simply the servants and instruments which the self is to control and use according to its will. According to Christ, man is not simply the result of biological and environmental factors. He is much more. There is another element within man that transcends all these--the soul. To identify the self as nothing more than a result of various factors is nothing more than an attempt to justify and rationalize sin. It chooses to deliberately ignore that which does not fit its scheme or system. Thus, we see that this view of man robs him of his greatest glory, his soul and spirit, which attests that there is more to him than just his body. It is therefore an insult to him and God because it reduces him to the level of a beast or animal and blatantly ignores the fact that man has been created and bears the image of God Himself.
Not only is the self separate and distinct from the hands, the feet, and the eyes, but it also may be “offended” by them. Not only do the various instincts and impulses fail to true and only self, but may actually be the greatest enemy, source of offense, and cause of damnation. Here is something which most people ignore altogether because their view of sin is false and fails to recognize the danger that threatens the self from within. This recognition of sin is the whole crux of the matter. It is sin that has introduced this complexity. The very faculties that were designed to be servants of man has become his master. There is nothing more dangerous than to allow these faculties to guide us because of sin.
How tragic and foolish it is to ignore sin! A travesty and yet that very principle is being advocated for today. The reality that sin is being ignored and self-expression encouraged is fraught with the most dangerous consequences conceivable. There is only one test of whether or not something is right, the test of pleasure and enjoyment. If it is your desire to stifle your conscience, murder your reason, and quench every desire of higher and nobler things which arise in you, and if your desire is merely to satisfy your lust and the craving for pleasure, then go for it! Just realize that the true way to express the self is the way of discipline and order, reason and prayer, the voice of conscience and encouraging every uplifting thought and desire. The world may regard you as a fool, and from its standpoint you will certainly be maimed and have but one eye, but you will be a man worthy of the name. Jesus said that we should expect opposition, persecution, and resistance. They hated Him, what makes us think that the world will not hate us as well. Hold fast to the Cross of Christ which alone can give meaning to sinful and depraved humans!
[Much of this is a meditative reflection based on Truth Unchanged, Unchanging by Martyn Lloyd-Jones that I’m currently reading]
In an age of optimism, self-esteem, and progress, I’m sure I’ll be labeled a pessimist. At the end of the day, I really don’t care because I feel that if one is truly honest, they will come to the same conclusion. If you have a warped and incorrect view of what man is, then you will also have warped and incorrect view of man’s troubles and problems. We live in a world that operates on the basis that one has the right to express themselves as they wish, even at the expense of others. Therefore, whatever one likes is therefore of necessity legitimate. Man has set himself up as the highest authority and answers to no one. All the talk about sin and depravity is foolish and only leads to self-repression, which is of course the only sin. What at one time was labeled sin, is now just self-expression and is the highest and most vital possession that man has. Man is merely a result of his environment and instincts and his highest good is found in exercising these powers. At the same time, those who take a stand for what God has revealed as sin are labeled as a bigot, psychopath, and is not only sinning against himself but also against humanity at large. Thus, evil is called good and good is deemed evil.
For some reason, we all have a warped view of what the norm of history and society has revealed to us. Just a cursory look at history will show the norm and default mode of society is far more riddled with war, violence, and conflict rather than this false sense of utopia and peace that we all tend to assume. In fact, history is basically a study of war and struggle between nations and individuals. There never has been a time of universal peace and when peace does occur, it is by far an abnormality, not the norm. That said, what has caused all this conflict, war, death, disease, and suffering?
The first thing we must point out is that man fails to recognize the true nature of self. It’s obvious that before expression must come definition. Man does not understand that his true nature is depraved and not good. The Gospel is not a call to self-repression, rather it is a call back to the realization of the true nature of man. The current view of man does not differentiate between the self and the factors that influence the self or the factors which one uses to express themselves. In reality, man is nothing more than a result of these factors and their effects. These factors may be biological which says that man is nothing more than a mechanism and his personality and self is purely the result of biological forces. Closely related is those that view man in terms of instincts. Still others view man in terms of his environment and geographical or climactic location. The one thing that all these views have in common is that the self has become lost. It is not longer a distinct entity, rather is regarded merely as a result produced by the interaction of these various forces and factors. Self-expression simply means allowing these factors to have free play and exercise in his conduct. Furthermore, to restrain these factors is to do violence to himself.
In Matthew 18:8-9, Jesus says, “And if your hand or your foot causes you sin, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to enter life crippled or lame than with two hands or two feet to be thrown into the eternal fire. And if your eye causes you to sin, tear it out and throw it away. It is better for you to enter life with one eye than with two eyes to be thrown into the hell of fire.” Notice that Jesus does not identify the self with these instruments and powers. In fact, the true self is far more important and greater. They are simply the servants and instruments which the self is to control and use according to its will. According to Christ, man is not simply the result of biological and environmental factors. He is much more. There is another element within man that transcends all these--the soul. To identify the self as nothing more than a result of various factors is nothing more than an attempt to justify and rationalize sin. It chooses to deliberately ignore that which does not fit its scheme or system. Thus, we see that this view of man robs him of his greatest glory, his soul and spirit, which attests that there is more to him than just his body. It is therefore an insult to him and God because it reduces him to the level of a beast or animal and blatantly ignores the fact that man has been created and bears the image of God Himself.
Not only is the self separate and distinct from the hands, the feet, and the eyes, but it also may be “offended” by them. Not only do the various instincts and impulses fail to true and only self, but may actually be the greatest enemy, source of offense, and cause of damnation. Here is something which most people ignore altogether because their view of sin is false and fails to recognize the danger that threatens the self from within. This recognition of sin is the whole crux of the matter. It is sin that has introduced this complexity. The very faculties that were designed to be servants of man has become his master. There is nothing more dangerous than to allow these faculties to guide us because of sin.
How tragic and foolish it is to ignore sin! A travesty and yet that very principle is being advocated for today. The reality that sin is being ignored and self-expression encouraged is fraught with the most dangerous consequences conceivable. There is only one test of whether or not something is right, the test of pleasure and enjoyment. If it is your desire to stifle your conscience, murder your reason, and quench every desire of higher and nobler things which arise in you, and if your desire is merely to satisfy your lust and the craving for pleasure, then go for it! Just realize that the true way to express the self is the way of discipline and order, reason and prayer, the voice of conscience and encouraging every uplifting thought and desire. The world may regard you as a fool, and from its standpoint you will certainly be maimed and have but one eye, but you will be a man worthy of the name. Jesus said that we should expect opposition, persecution, and resistance. They hated Him, what makes us think that the world will not hate us as well. Hold fast to the Cross of Christ which alone can give meaning to sinful and depraved humans!
[Much of this is a meditative reflection based on Truth Unchanged, Unchanging by Martyn Lloyd-Jones that I’m currently reading]
3.24.2009
a word from my dead mentor
"[Christ] still remains the only hope of individual man, and the only hope for the whole world. Is the Gospel still relevant? Is its ancient message still adequate? The answer is that it alone is relevant. It alone can deal with, and solve, the problems of mankind."
"The Gospel of Jesus Christ confronts and challenges the modern world with the statement that it alone has the answer to all man's questions and the solution to all his problems. In a world seeking a way out of its tragedy and its troubles, the Gospel announces that the solution is already available. In a world feverishly looking to the future, and talking about plans for the future, the Gospel proclaims that the search is not only mistaken in direction, but is also quite unnecessary. It denounces the fatal habit of pinning our hopes to something that is going to happen. It announces that all that people, individually and collectively, need has been at the disposal of mankind for two thousand years. For the central message of the Gospel is to tell people that everything necessary for their salvation is to be found in the person of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, the only begotten Son of God. It is in Him, His life and His teaching, that we see what we are meant to be and the kind of life we are meant to live. It is in His death upon the cross that we see the sin of the world finally exposed and condemned. It is through His death that we see the only way whereby man can be reconciled to God. It is from Him alone that we can derive new life and obtain a new beginning. It is only as we receive power from Him that we can begin to live the life God intended us to live...The Gospel proclaims that the time is coming when at the name of Jesus every knee will bow, 'of things in heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth.' (Php 2:10). Thus, the Gospel of Jesus Christ confronts man and urges him to turn back to this unique Person who was here on earth two thousand years ago, in whom alone salvation is to found."
-Dr. Martyn Lloyd-Jones, from "Truth Unchanged, Unchanging", 105-06.
"The Gospel of Jesus Christ confronts and challenges the modern world with the statement that it alone has the answer to all man's questions and the solution to all his problems. In a world seeking a way out of its tragedy and its troubles, the Gospel announces that the solution is already available. In a world feverishly looking to the future, and talking about plans for the future, the Gospel proclaims that the search is not only mistaken in direction, but is also quite unnecessary. It denounces the fatal habit of pinning our hopes to something that is going to happen. It announces that all that people, individually and collectively, need has been at the disposal of mankind for two thousand years. For the central message of the Gospel is to tell people that everything necessary for their salvation is to be found in the person of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, the only begotten Son of God. It is in Him, His life and His teaching, that we see what we are meant to be and the kind of life we are meant to live. It is in His death upon the cross that we see the sin of the world finally exposed and condemned. It is through His death that we see the only way whereby man can be reconciled to God. It is from Him alone that we can derive new life and obtain a new beginning. It is only as we receive power from Him that we can begin to live the life God intended us to live...The Gospel proclaims that the time is coming when at the name of Jesus every knee will bow, 'of things in heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth.' (Php 2:10). Thus, the Gospel of Jesus Christ confronts man and urges him to turn back to this unique Person who was here on earth two thousand years ago, in whom alone salvation is to found."
-Dr. Martyn Lloyd-Jones, from "Truth Unchanged, Unchanging", 105-06.
3.15.2009
What is Mortal will be Swallowed up by Life
I just received word an hour ago that my aunt passed away last night after a six month battle with brain cancer. Although I rejoice that she is in the presence of Christ, I still cannot look upon her death and not feel outrage and anger at the effects of sin. It is once again an all too real reminder that death is the last, but also the ugliest, strongest, and merciless enemy that we will all have to face. I take comfort in the fact that Christ has gone before us and that even He experienced death. Furthermore, we all died with Him in His crucifixion, yet we are all raised with Him in His resurrection. It’s moments like these when I feel blessed in a very real way to emotionally and spiritually enter into the sufferings of Christ. It is not something to run from, rather it is to be embraced and cherished. Count it pure joy, brothers, when you experience trials of various kinds. Christ entered into our sufferings by offering Himself on our behalf. The pain that I now feel is the very pain that Christ felt. The outrage at looking upon death is the very outrage that He expressed. The Gospel becomes very real in the midst of loss. Through the deepest possible pain, I can still say, God is enough. Although I cannot begin to understand why or how, I know that it “cannot” be that He doesn’t love us. The cross totally blows that out of the water. I long to be with my family, especially my mother at this time. I knew that moving 2600 miles away from home would have its drawbacks, but this is by far the toughest. I feel as if I am being poured out. I try to focus on this in relation to the loneliness that Christ felt, but He was abandoned by everyone, His Father included. This gamut of emotions pales in comparison to what Christ experienced but I trust that I do not run from this pain. Death is a curse, but is also a blessing for those who are in Christ. “This perishable body must put on the imperishable, and this mortal body must put on immortality. When the perishable puts on the imperishable, and the mortal puts on immortality, then shall come to pass the saying that is written: Death is swallowed up in victory. O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting?...For while we are still in this tent, we groan, being burdened--not that we would be unclothed, but that we would be further clothed, so that what is mortal may be swallowed up by life.” It is in death that we truly find life. Look to Jesus, it is in His death alone that we may truly begin to live. This is the Gospel! A holy God cannot leave sin unpunished, yet a merciful God cannot leave us without a way of redemption and forgiveness, reconciling us to Himself. As John Owen, the famous puritan put it, the cross is the death of death in the death of God. Christ became what He hated most so that He could make us become righteous and holy. This great exchange, He took my sin, which really wasn’t His and gave me His righteousness which really wasn’t mine! So, as I sit here and sort this out, I hope and pray that I do not forget this day. I am outraged and livid when I look at death and the effects of sin and suffering, yet I am comforted and blessed to enter into the very sufferings of my Savior, even if it is but a glimpse of what He experienced!
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